Two Steps Back

Seeing things and knowing things before they officially happen. And not being able to say.. how did you know. Well.. i read the signs.. the wave. Sometimes, some words, some situations, some events, are brighter. Shinning. Vibrating. Like.. you know there is something extra there. They are like pivoting points. Now, the question is.. — read more

It could also be 17 days before..interesting mistery.. — read more

Besides this.. something else changed. It moved forward by 13 days. But it doesn’t change much.. the main aspects are the same. — read more

For my modern fountain pen.. I bought them with the new pen but I don’t know/remember where I put them.. I finished one cartrige. — read more

Oh, I got 14/15.. I need energy now to deal with module/week 6 assignments. Between 9-11 november I somehow agreed to go to Austria again.. Now I am playing with some cost elements master data reports with my 3rd coffee. And I tested my chair from my next office, it looks I will move there… — read more

we changed the thread. instead of the track. because of the powers of 3. yeah. yeah. it always is… the correlation. that’s the biggest problem. but somehow we can’t be idiots enough in the same time to tie the knot. oh. it looks so much better now. we are fighting over the blanket in a… — read more

was not new. and it was even much closer.. and yet. so far. — read more

And so much more beautiful. But right now, I’m suffering the constraints of the 4th. Can I sleep with my daughter in her room? 😁 Sleepover, I will move my mattress next to her bed. While the smell of snitzels goes away. Did I mention I wrote all these without my glasses? But it’s working.… — read more

The shock wave. Plus. Remember. I still need to comb and dry my hair and my kitchen/dormitory still smells like snitzels. That wave. The emotional regulation. Wave. System reboot. — read more

To explain all (my) transitions. All my UPs. But I can say this. Everything is temporary. Especially what appears to be “disorganized thinking”. Don’t lock temporary, as definite. Wait for the wave to pass. — read more