I had a moment today. A very deep rabbit hole moment where I was trying to do something. I was trying to connect with a past version of myself from few days back. From a picture. From the other side of the captivity.
But she came to me and she asked me what I was doing. And I genuinely told her. And she was able to get me back. The same as I got back my daughter when she was rushing to pack her school backpack on Christmas Eve, because somehow she didn’t realise that she will have vacation for a whole week after that, she was really panicking. Or when she made two dozens posters for her Sirena to find her. And she spread them all over the house.
“They didn’t send you here to change the past, Cooper”.
I’m afraid to get too attached to her.
And that’s why really I don’t want to go back. Because I will be locked again in a (quantum) well. And I will be alone and abandoned again.
What movie was that?
Omg. How much creepiness filled our minds…
Two Steps Back 
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