Two Steps Back

He helped her pass the bar by being more present in her past, more righteous than the Pope. And instead of engaging with her romantically, they spent the whole night studying, and he corrected her for what was the only thing that she would do wrong at the exam, that would cost her future employment.And when the future of their time travel programme, in their present day, was holding by a thread, he managed to change it.Because instead of their current Budget Manager that was threatening to cut the budget and close that project and leave him there completely stranded in the past, quantum looping from a body to another, they got her.And she remembered him. In his vibration. In the spaces from his voice. In his name. In a lost memory that turned into a dream that she could never forget anymore.I have to find that episode. It was epic. And all of this just because someone really pays attention. Because sometimes.. you can’t get rid of something too radioactive. Too powerful. You can only keep building upon it.You don’t find loopholes. You grow up.It all reduces to the difference between River Song and Melody Pond… Until it doesn’t, until it becomes stable-lead.

Sometimes women appear like they have abandoned themselves and that they are weak and have poor value(s) and standards, because they don’t fight for themselves, to get a better figure and become more attractive. It’s because they are already too consumed by the constant fight to protect themselves, to be themselves, free from expectations, to learn and integrate that they have the right to set boundaries, to see that they are capable of saying NO to whatever they’ve already attracted, without having to put any effort.The substance is always there. Whether it is french fries or mashed potatoes. The thing is in you and in your ability to see it. Even when you don’t even see it.